NaPoWriMo-Day 4

You aren't sorry

You want things to be the same

You want to pretend

You don't want to pay the bill

You want the past to be something else

You want to think I think it's ok

You want the pain to end

You want to feel safe again

You want a smooth world that will never scratch you

You want some other road

You want comfort

but most of all

You just want me to stop looking at you
the way I'm looking at you now

It makes you feel sorry but somehow

You aren't sorry